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So happy to see GGL's reunited once again! new server.. new tactics.. but same old... WE STILL PAWN ALLY'S ASS! :D

Yay my video!

" Yes! Paris Hilton Pinay Version! "

*******Is It You?*******

Cassie Lyrics

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

About me...

Heya everyone! yay! got my new blog site today! hehe anyway for those who dont know me yet..

Hi! :) I'm Cindy, my friends call me Shin/Shinja/Cindz/Shindaku but rather want you to call me " Shin"
(it's my jappanesse name) :p okay .. gonna tell ya something about me, uhmmm..amg! I DRINK!!!! alcoholic? nope!!!!! i know my limits ^^ smoking? tried it, (influenced by some random friends) but i never made it a habit! it's no good! and i swear to myself ill never smoke again! .. "SMOKING KILLS" (for my friends who smoke read that!) *giggles* I'm a gamer and proud to be! i love playing online games .. well not kinda active but i still play sometimes whenever im bored ^^ i play WORLD OF WARCRAFT , used to play DOTA , MAFA TD, CS, SIMS2 (not online) silent hill,resident evil,fatal frame,sims bustin out on ps2 hehe im uber cool ayt? *wink* i can go by the boy-ish stuff and i can go by girls thingy as well ! yay! :) anyway .. so describe "SHINJI" in one word.. hehe close friends will probably answer you... "FUNNY GIRL!" they'll go.. "GRABE KATAW-ANAN KAAU KA CIN" or "OMFG SHINJA UR SO FUNNY CANT STOP LAUGHING HERE! heehee dunno i dont see my self very funny but when i crack a joke i kinda make people laugh their ass off ! hehe i love seeing my friends laugh. i felt happy if i can make someone smile :) on the other hand i may look like a happy girl always ^^ some of my friends even asked me before, why do i always laugh/smile that i look like i dont have any problems at all.. hehe well guess it's not true.. well yea u might see me with all the smile in my cute face.. hehe "GRIN " here.. "GRIN" there.. but on the inside lies a heart that has so many scars .. to be honest i easily get hurt. im kinda very sensitive with harsh things. (which i know for some reason we couldnt avoid) but u know the funny thing is.. that pain easily heals without so much effort.. it just fades away fast.. and it'll just leave a scar to remind me to be careful nextime :) so u see.. easily get hurt but recovers fast.. thats how i describe myself ^^ cool isnt it? O.o I'm so glad i think it's a blessing :)
so where are we now? oh! by the way
I graduated BSN (Bachelor of Science in Nursing) but................ I'm not an RN (registered nurse) :( well not yet.. i still wanna give it a try, but the question is.. dunno when it's gonna be.. im not yet ready to take the license exam yet.. i failed once and im so scared to get failed again .. i know i might sound like.. uhmm a "quiter?" more like "looser!" just kinda made me so depressed when i failed my dec. 2006 exam . most of my batchmates are RN's now.. some of them took the exam 3-4x and finally got there license, kinda envy their courage and determination. wish i am like them. *sigh* oh well let's talk about my social life heehee .. uhmm.. I proudly admit that I am a very sociable person :) i have lots and LOTZA friends.. woo yeah! ! they can be in real life or even on through internet :) you know I am the person who really knows how to value "FRIENDSHIP" or "SISTERSHIP" "BROTHERSHIP" lol whatever you call that.. i love my friends and my friends love me back.. what more can i ask for?! .. so what about the fake friends? well yea, i know there's some of 'em but i just dont give a shit! lol I'm only referring here to my real friends ( i love them) :) and im so thankful cause they sticked to me especially during my down times.. i honestly went out of track before , had this failure relationships and my friends was there to help me through out, now when i look back it gave me a smile to my face and made me say "Glad i listened to them" :) .. now let's talk about my past relationships haha!!! there are a bunch of guys there trying to hit on me (lol not bein conceited) but when i have a relationship with someone i dont entertain any suitors anymore regardless if my relationship with that someone is kinda on a rocky road or on going for "byebye case " if u know what i mean :P when i have a hint that my guy is cheating on me.. well im kinda martyr on that thing (that.. if i still love him) i will fight for my love and make sure he will never do it again.. cause im a person who gives chances <3>
now.. what else do we need to talk about? let see.. uhmm.. my family? eeek.. its kinda private not gonna share it with you :P people that are close to my heart knows everythin about my family status anyway ^^ uhmmm.. what about my dreams/ambitions in the future? okay.. well.. i always dream of becoming an artist/singer! (LOL that's my wildest dream evah!) i love to sing! but singing isnt for me :( my voice is always kinda out of tune and very irritable to the ears *cries* if u get to check our Highschool yearbook , there is a caption there under my picture sayin "CINDY LOVES MUSIC BUT UNFORTUNATELY MUSIC DOESNT SEEM TO LIKE HER" *cries alone in the corner* heeheehee another thing during highschool i was a member of a acting club/group also :D but wasnt able to act on stage *cries again* cause when i was tasked to portray for a lead character i was kinda overwhelmed and bcause of that i cant act well.. didnt able to act like the way they want me to be..

( geeezz only if they knew that it's so hard to act like a "crazy person laughing and then crying at same time!" ) -.-
anyway back to the topic.. my biggest dream is to have my own business/company that i myself will gonna manage! :D i wanna be the boss! (dont get me wrong.. im not a bossy type of person) but i just intend to love managing rather than following orders! hehehe.. dunno why but i dont stay long to any kind of job.. do you think it's because i dunno how to follow orders/rules? or maybe im just being a lazy ass who just wanted to sit and stay at home and just spend the day by watching movies.. absolutely doin nothin :S hmmm.. that i cant answer.. till now i dunno what kind of job that i really want :( well before i am determined to serve, to nurture sick people.. but now? dunno if i still want to do that :S but one thing is for sure, that... i really wanna work in other countries! particularly in SYDNEY AUSTRALIA ! (dont ask me why) cause "it's none of your business " :P well.. i also like to go to PARIS and find any job in there..

( i think it's the coolest country evah!) oh wait.. i think i wanna be in showbiz industry! i mean not being an actress or whatsoever.. i just wanna work in a company that is dealing with celebrities/fashion/magazines and stuff like that! :D well who doesn't like being in a showbiz anyway.. i mean nothin is more cooler than having a glamorous/fascinating life like those popular celebrities ^^

(P.S I DONT INTEND TO LIKE BRITNEY'S LIFE) i hate britnub! :)

arrrggh.. guess this would be all for the day, looks like i dont have anything to say anymore.. kinda out of words now.. if u wanna ask somethin from me.. or wanna ask questions.. feel free to forget what u have in your mind cause i wont gonna bother answering that!ahahha kidding!! <3>

for any questions,suggestion,comments, recommendations please contact me at this number +63929000uwish! bye all! teezee!

(sif there would be someone who will gonna bother to read this post! haha)