Heya everyone! yay! got my new blog site today! hehe anyway for those who dont know me yet..
Hi! :) I'm Cindy, my friends call me Shin/Shinja/Cindz/Shindaku but rather want you to call me " Shin"
(it's my jappanesse name) :p okay .. gonna tell ya something about me, uhmmm..amg! I DRINK!!!! alcoholic? nope!!!!! i know my limits ^^ smoking? tried it, (influenced by some random friends) but i never made it a habit! it's no good! and i swear to myself ill never smoke again! .. "SMOKING KILLS" (for my friends who smoke read that!) *giggles* I'm a gamer and proud to be! i love playing online games .. well not kinda active but i still play sometimes whenever im bored ^^ i play WORLD OF WARCRAFT , used to play DOTA , MAFA TD, CS, SIMS2 (not online) silent hill,resident evil,fatal frame,sims bustin out on ps2 hehe im uber cool ayt? *wink* i can go by the boy-ish stuff and i can go by girls thingy as well ! yay! :) anyway .. so describe "SHINJI" in one word.. hehe close friends will probably answer you... "FUNNY GIRL!" they'll go.. "GRABE KATAW-ANAN KAAU KA CIN" or "OMFG SHINJA UR SO FUNNY CANT STOP LAUGHING HERE! heehee dunno i dont see my self very funny but when i crack a joke i kinda make people laugh their ass off ! hehe i love seeing my friends laugh. i felt happy if i can make someone smile :) on the other hand i may look like a happy girl always ^^ some of my friends even asked me before, why do i always laugh/smile that i look like i dont have any problems at all.. hehe well guess it's not true.. well yea u might see me with all the smile in my cute face.. hehe "GRIN " here.. "GRIN" there.. but on the inside lies a heart that has so many scars .. to be honest i easily get hurt. im kinda very sensitive with harsh things. (which i know for some reason we couldnt avoid) but u know the funny thing is.. that pain easily heals without so much effort.. it just fades away fast.. and it'll just leave a scar to remind me to be careful nextime :) so u see.. easily get hurt but recovers fast.. thats how i describe myself ^^ cool isnt it? O.o I'm so glad i think it's a blessing :)
so where are we now? oh! by the way
I graduated BSN (Bachelor of Science in Nursing) but................ I'm not an RN (registered nurse) :( well not yet.. i still wanna give it a try, but the question is.. dunno when it's gonna be.. im not yet ready to take the license exam yet.. i failed once and im so scared to get failed again .. i know i might sound like.. uhmm a "quiter?" more like "looser!" just kinda made me so depressed when i failed my dec. 2006 exam . most of my batchmates are RN's now.. some of them took the exam 3-4x and finally got there license, kinda envy their courage and determination. wish i am like them. *sigh* oh well let's talk about my social life heehee .. uhmm.. I proudly admit that I am a very sociable person :) i have lots and LOTZA friends.. woo yeah! ! they can be in real life or even on through internet :) you know I am the person who really knows how to value "FRIENDSHIP" or "SISTERSHIP" "BROTHERSHIP" lol whatever you call that.. i love my friends and my friends love me back.. what more can i ask for?! .. so what about the fake friends? well yea, i know there's some of 'em but i just dont give a shit! lol I'm only referring here to my real friends ( i love them) :) and im so thankful cause they sticked to me especially during my down times.. i honestly went out of track before , had this failure relationships and my friends was there to help me through out, now when i look back it gave me a smile to my face and made me say "Glad i listened to them" :) .. now let's talk about my past relationships haha!!! there are a bunch of guys there trying to hit on me (lol not bein conceited) but when i have a relationship with someone i dont entertain any suitors anymore regardless if my relationship with that someone is kinda on a rocky road or on going for "byebye case " if u know what i mean :P when i have a hint that my guy is cheating on me.. well im kinda martyr on that thing (that.. if i still love him) i will fight for my love and make sure he will never do it again.. cause im a person who gives chances <3>
now.. what else do we need to talk about? let see.. uhmm.. my family? eeek.. its kinda private not gonna share it with you :P people that are close to my heart knows everythin about my family status anyway ^^ uhmmm.. what about my dreams/ambitions in the future? okay.. well.. i always dream of becoming an artist/singer! (LOL that's my wildest dream evah!) i love to sing! but singing isnt for me :( my voice is always kinda out of tune and very irritable to the ears *cries* if u get to check our Highschool yearbook , there is a caption there under my picture sayin "CINDY LOVES MUSIC BUT UNFORTUNATELY MUSIC DOESNT SEEM TO LIKE HER" *cries alone in the corner* heeheehee another thing during highschool i was a member of a acting club/group also :D but wasnt able to act on stage *cries again* cause when i was tasked to portray for a lead character i was kinda overwhelmed and bcause of that i cant act well.. didnt able to act like the way they want me to be..
( geeezz only if they knew that it's so hard to act like a "crazy person laughing and then crying at same time!" ) -.-
anyway back to the topic.. my biggest dream is to have my own business/company that i myself will gonna manage! :D i wanna be the boss! (dont get me wrong.. im not a bossy type of person) but i just intend to love managing rather than following orders! hehehe.. dunno why but i dont stay long to any kind of job.. do you think it's because i dunno how to follow orders/rules? or maybe im just being a lazy ass who just wanted to sit and stay at home and just spend the day by watching movies.. absolutely doin nothin :S hmmm.. that i cant answer.. till now i dunno what kind of job that i really want :( well before i am determined to serve, to nurture sick people.. but now? dunno if i still want to do that :S but one thing is for sure, that... i really wanna work in other countries! particularly in SYDNEY AUSTRALIA ! (dont ask me why) cause "it's none of your business " :P well.. i also like to go to PARIS and find any job in there..
anyway back to the topic.. my biggest dream is to have my own business/company that i myself will gonna manage! :D i wanna be the boss! (dont get me wrong.. im not a bossy type of person) but i just intend to love managing rather than following orders! hehehe.. dunno why but i dont stay long to any kind of job.. do you think it's because i dunno how to follow orders/rules? or maybe im just being a lazy ass who just wanted to sit and stay at home and just spend the day by watching movies.. absolutely doin nothin :S hmmm.. that i cant answer.. till now i dunno what kind of job that i really want :( well before i am determined to serve, to nurture sick people.. but now? dunno if i still want to do that :S but one thing is for sure, that... i really wanna work in other countries! particularly in SYDNEY AUSTRALIA ! (dont ask me why) cause "it's none of your business " :P well.. i also like to go to PARIS and find any job in there..
( i think it's the coolest country evah!) oh wait.. i think i wanna be in showbiz industry! i mean not being an actress or whatsoever.. i just wanna work in a company that is dealing with celebrities/fashion/magazines and stuff like that! :D well who doesn't like being in a showbiz anyway.. i mean nothin is more cooler than having a glamorous/fascinating life like those popular celebrities ^^
(P.S I DONT INTEND TO LIKE BRITNEY'S LIFE) i hate britnub! :)
arrrggh.. guess this would be all for the day, looks like i dont have anything to say anymore.. kinda out of words now.. if u wanna ask somethin from me.. or wanna ask questions.. feel free to forget what u have in your mind cause i wont gonna bother answering that!ahahha kidding!! <3>
for any questions,suggestion,comments, recommendations please contact me at this number +63929000uwish! bye all! teezee!
(sif there would be someone who will gonna bother to read this post! haha)
